Friday, 12 February 2021

He's really keen on doing this 'raid' in WOTV gatcha game. We have to do a certain amount of raids each day to keep up with it. He has to go to work at 4pm today and so at 3.45 he's ready for work already so I ask if he wants to do 5 more raids each before he goes. He just answers 'no' and I thought maybe he thought we didn't have time so I said 'I've got mine ready so we'd have time if you...' and he interrupted me 'I said no already' in his usual snappy tone. I forgot he'd be stressed about having to go to work so I didn't expect him to snap at me when I was trying to do something I thought he'd appreciate.
He reminded me that every time I speak all he hears is nagging. I tried to explain that I hasn't meant to upset him but it was too late, I'd lost again. He shouted and stormed off to the bedroom.
He's gone to work now and he said 'bye' before he went like he'd forgiven me but I still just want to cry. I don't know how to feel better when nothing ever changes.